In Flanders Fields
By: Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae,

In Flanders Fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

Date:	2005-10-16 22:04
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	sleepy
Music:	Funeral for a Friend

I stole this thing from Jaycee

1. your full name: Lucas Jeremy Hobson
2. Your nickname: L.J., Luka, Lacas, Bluke.
3. Birthday: march 19th 85
4. Place of Birth: Edmonton
5. Zodiac Sign: pisces
6. Male or female: male
7. Occupation: Electrical Apprentice
8. Screen Name: ×Ghëttø §mµ®f×

__Your Appearence___
12. Hair Color: brown...with a few blonde highlights
13. Hair Length: medium short
16. Height: 5' 7"
17. Have/Had Braces?: had
18. Have/Had Glasses?: nope
19. Have/Had Piercings: Have eyebrow. Had Lip and cartiledge
20. Have Tattoos: nope
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty.

___Your 'Firsts'___
22. First best friend: Ryan Scrivens
23. First Award: MVP for Hockey
24. First Sport You Joined: soccer
25. first pet: Cat named Jerry
26. First Real Vacation: Florida
27. First Concert: Eric Clapton
28. First Love: Let's not go there


___ Favorites___

29. Movie: Frailty
30. TV Show: twenty Four, The O.C.
31. Colors: Blue, Black and White
32. Band: I cant even pick a favorite. Mostly depends on my moood
33. Song At this moment: coheed - Welcome Home

36. Candy: berries
37. Sport To Play: golf
38. Sport To Watch: golf, hockey
39. Favorite brand to wear: i don't conform
40. Store: Winners
41. School Subject: gym
42. Animal: cats and monkeys
43. Book: Not a big reader
44. Magazine: Maxim?

___Currently___
49. Eating: Nothing
50. Drinking: Nothing
51. Typing: this and to people on msn
52. Online?: yes

53. Listening To: Grand:pm
54. Thinking About: sleep
55. Wanting To: sleep
56. Watching: Nothing
57. Wearing: pajama bottoms

___Your Future___
58. Want Kids?: yes, 2 at least.
59. Want to be Married?: yes
60. Careers in Mind: electrician, Lottery Winner

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

67. Cute or Sexy: Cute
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: both
70. Short or Tall: medium
71. Easy-going or serious: Easy-going.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: a little bit of both
73. Fatty or Skinny: Why are these all opposites? whats wrong with a nice median?
74. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship
76. Sweet or Caring: both
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: neither

___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: nope
79. had Alcohol: yes
80. smoked weed: yes
81. Ran Away From Home: nope

82. broken a Bone: yes
83. Got an X-ray: yes
84. Broken Someones Heart: i suppose

85. Broke Up With Someone: yes
86. Turned Someone Down: yes

87. Cried When Someone Died: no
88. Cried At School: no


___Do You Believe In___

89. God: I plead the 5th
90. Miracles: no
91. Love At First sight: yes
92. Ghosts: no
93. Aliens: no
94. Soul Mates: yes
95. Heaven: I plead the 5th
96. hell: dido
98. Kissing on The First Date: if it feels right..sure

99. Horoscopes: no
___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have? Nope, I have her right where i want her. By my side <3 <3 <3

soo..uhhh....It's been a while, that's for sure.
I guess I'll talk about what I've been feeling lately, since that is what this thing is for. Right?

I feel old. I suppose there are a bunch of reasons behind it. Mostly because of the routine I'm falling into. I used to never be at home and when i was I'd be glued to the computer. Now I never go out during the week, and i'm hardly ever on the computer. After a long day at work I just feel like coming home and kickingg back. I've read like 4 or 5 books in the last month. I've been fiending all my dad's old vinyls. So basically I come home from work, put on a good vinyl (usually the beatles, or billy joel, tears for fears, genesis, synergy) and sink into a good book. How old does that makee me sound, like honestly? It makes me sick. The only thing that keeps me young are my weekends. Andd to top it all off My sister is talkingg aboutt marriage.....likee nextt year!!! Like shitt, Im not that much younger than my sister. Not only does it make me feel old. It makes me think negative things like what if I don't find that special person, and I grow old alone, without that one person alwayss at my side? No kids to teach teach right from wrong.... or how too swing a golf club........or quietlyy watch her dance lessons. You know whattt i meann?......thattt is a scarryy fuckingg thoughtt. Don't get me wrongg im in no rush i dontt need all that until late late 20's. but still.

Andy's leaving for Hawaii in a couple weeks. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do without him. He's the only one that still makes time for friends. I'm gonna miss that fuckingg guy more than he knows.
( A Tribute to Andy Mo )

Work has been crazyy bussyy lately, but I likee it taht way. Althought i wass reallyy realllyyy realllyyyyyyyyy looking forward to going to Wakestock next weekend. But, It's not looking veryy realistic. There is still a good possibility that i can get the saturday off but, my boss just isn't sure. It totallyy dependss on how things go. Onlyy problemm is I still need tickets. So it would be helpfull if he would tell me yes or no now.

until nextt year boyss and girls. =)

Thee weddingg todayy wass awesome.
I reallly did have a goodd time andd i wasss skeptical that i would.
We still have the celebration dance to go to a little later. Shouldd be fun.
Exccept I am pretty tiredd already. I do not do earlyy mornings veryy well.
Anywayss ummmm.....I donttt know why I am postingg this but what the hell.

1.Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Have we ever had sex?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think I miss you?
33. Are you going to put this on your Livejournal so I can do it?

Date:	2005-05-31 17:22
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	sick
Music:	AFI - Malleus Maleficarum

So apprently I lied when i said it was the end of my livejournal.
Because well, here I am, running back to this damn thing once again. I think its merely because i revamped my "myspace" a bit, So i felt like I was leaving lj out of all the fun. And aswell I've been sick for the last three days and have had nothing better to do.

Speaking of me being sick, I can't remember the last time i was sick like this. I mean sure i get colds every once n a blue moon just like anyone else. But these last three days have been horrid. Headaches, fevers, hot cold flashes, sore throat, body aches, it's not fun let me tell you. I can't wait to get back to work.

I alsoooo can'tt wait for Copeland on the 15th.....They are reallyyy starting to rub off on me. The show's finally listed on ticketmaster but not availablee too buy yet. Whatt elseee whatt elsee..uuhh...I'm picking up my suit tmw for the wedding, apparentlyy ive gotten fatter, lol, or maybee just more muscular :) I had to have some alterationss done. I'm realllyyyyy looking forward to thatt aswell....sort of. I love to dress up :)

I got my G license last week, Now I can officially drive drunk andd with more people in the car than there are operational seatbelts. lmao.

andddddddddd........thats about all I have too sayy forr now....Maybee I'll post somee picturess or sumthingg laterrr

Date:	2005-05-13 18:18
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	crazy
Music:	Garth Brooks - Baton Rouge

This update has been a long time coming.
I guess I will go back to march break.

My parents went away for march break and yet it was a terrible week. I was deathly ill and on top of that i broke my ankle and was off work for the whole week. Then the weekend came around and i was feeling much better. Friday night 15 of us went downtown for my birthday, which was an ubberly awesome time. I got ridiculouslyy drunk and still stayed in control and had a great time.

When my parents got home from there trip I got my presants from them which included a new cell phone, for those of you who dont know it yet, it is: 647-206-5853.

I also cut my hair off, and I almostt cried. No more blonde, just my natural color which I havn't seen in many years. It's pretty short but not too short. I hated it at first, but im getting used to it.

This weekend was a great weekend even thought I didn't do too too much. My cousin came in from Guelph which was nice. But, what really made my weekend was the warm fuzzies I got from two of my favoritest girl friends ever. Well, one came from her mom. Which was even more flatteringg, It put me in such a good mood.

You never truely know what you have until you've lost it. Except in these two cases, I knew exactly what I had.

Now I have to go to work from 5-9 to rip out the "All about Pet's show" It smellsss horrible. But they have these reallyy coool leemers (sp?) You know, from the t.v. show "Zaboomafoo". I'm gonnaa steal one and take it home.
sshhhhhh........

Work today was wonderfull =D

Except for when the firealarm went off.
For an entire hour.

I have a killer headache.
I'm going for a powernap.

Pink and baby blue tonight.
and no, not the musical artists.

Date:	2005-03-06 21:50
Subject:	Misc
Security:	Public
Mood:	crazy

First off I wanna start by saying today........I feel like a somebody.
As of march 4th 2005 I am officiallyy part of a Union. That's right,I'm a union worker. Love em or hate em, unions are an essential part of our society.

So I am now a proud member of the IBEW (Internation Brotherhood of Electrical Workers)....I have benifits, I have an RRSP pension, and I have union stocks. I'm on my way to independance.
It smells terrific.

Now I put this part of my entryy off untill she wrote hers first...mwahahaha....plus my aunt from canmore decided to drop by tonight so i had too show her plentyy of love. She didn't bring her kids though..that made me sad.

Let's see now, I just found out tonight my parent's are going to cozumel in a week. I thoughtt that was extremely ironic. It's funnyy how things work out. Everything always seems to be a coincidence or ironic. Ohh andd can't forget those psychic moments. I saw this reallyy cool shirt yesterdayy, and it totallyy made me think of youu.......for obviouss reasonss that i can't reallyy get into. But, you will find out sooner or later. Sum41 I am attending aswell. See you in the pit! p.s. who are you going with? Now as for your birthdayy..I think the real issue here is my birthday. Your getting ahead of yourself, my birthday is clearlyyy 22 dayss before yours. So you better start brainstorming. I understood your whole Valentines Day Theory. I guess that means i just have to make next year twice as good. ;) I've changed my mind on the bar situ, you have fun with your randoms, I wont be able to make it. OH OH...andd I'veee buttt a greatt amount of thought intoo this.....day after night after day after night....andd ive come to the conclusion of......December 14th 2015.......Don't forget to put it on your calendar.

Kayy sooo......Last night was awesome, and thats an understatement.

Date:	2005-02-27 18:36
Subject:	Rememberance Day
Security:	Public
Mood:	lazy
Music:	Planet Smashers - Surfin in Tofino

A year ago today i was headed outwest for a full week of snowboarding the rockies.
Therefore today is a depressing day in markham.

Thursday was Goldfinger....Excellent show.
Friday was Andys hockey game and then the fox. I despise the fox, but since it was reading week there were many friendly faces.
Saturday was supposed to be the auto show, but i didn't wake up until 3, and didn't feel like going then. Saturday night I watched Garden State by myself.
Sunday morning I worked at 7am.

I bought the sexiest pink and baby blue dress shirt you've ever seen.

thank you for your time.

After almost 20 years of being trapped in my skin. . . . .

I finallyy understand the concept and theory of love and hate.
its simple really.

I wanna get a guns and roses tattoo on my upper back.......to represent love and hate. I know, corny isnt it. I problalbyy wont get that...but i want to get something.

until next time.

kay.
so im w2asted.
i have work in 6 hours.
great.

something crazy happened to me yesterday.
like...craazyyy crazzzyy.
I had a dream while still conscious.
i got fuckingggg........likee ridiculoudly twistedd andd....when i got in bed i had a ddream while still awake.
i cant say thats ever happedned to me before.
and.
it wasnt like a day dream...it was a reeal dream.
it was strange.
it was almost like i was in such deep thought that it became real.

sweetdreams.

Andd.......come home already.
now i say
NOW!

Date:	2005-02-14 16:29
Subject:	D.....I mean....V-Day
Security:	Public
Mood:	blah
Music:	The Police - Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic

Isn't it strange how one year Valentines Day is one of my favorite days of the year, and then the next year its one of the worst days of the year?

Actuallyy now that I think about it........It's not reallyy strange......It makes perfect sense.

Date:	2005-02-03 18:26
Subject:	Blue Mountain
Security:	Public
Mood:	accomplished
Music:	Shania Twain - From this Moment on

Snowboarding at Blue today was dopesick.
My skill was a little sketchy at first, since it was my first time out this season.
Then I starting running shit.....
Stomped just aboutt every trick i busted once i got back in the groove.
Our day was VERY close to being cut short.
Every year one of us buys a pass and then that person goes in and says they lost it and for $10 they give you a new one. So That way we have two for the price of one. Of course the pictures on the pass are both the same picture. So we have to take the lift seperatly so its not heat.
So anywayss....me and jay are riding all the out of bounds areas and in the trees.
Ski patrol catches up with us at the bottom of the run....brings us both aside and gives us shit.
Of course me and him both have the same pass with the same picture around our neck while hes talking to us. I thoughttt we were done for. He talked to us for a about 5 minutes gave us our warning.....and didn't even notice our passes.....=D
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Tommorow was supposed to be Sum41 at the Docks and then Picadillys afterwards....andd then work at 6 am saturday..lol.
butt......Sum41 cancelled their show tonight and tommorow night....boooo
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Tonight is O.C.
Alex and Marissa better fucking make out already.
The writers are making that whole situation just a big tease.
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Oh, And i ate 6 McDonalds cheeseburgers after boarding =D
can't go wrong with 6 burgers for $6.17
Next thursday Im attempting 10!
count em.....1...........10.
Poison control is already on speed dial.

Date:	2005-02-01 23:21
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	thoughtful
Music:	afi - Death of Season

I hate how Jay can get to me.
He always just knows exactly what to say.
Hes just too smooth and knows exactly how to push my buttons.
Don't get me wrong it doesn't make me angry at him at all what so ever. Or anyone else for that matter....
It just puts me into one of those reallyy shitty thinking too much moods.
You know what I mean?
Like those times when your blazing a head with all your closest buddies and yet you just keep zoneing out on the conversation. Then something in the conversation gets linked to you. Everyone looks at you for your input and you have no idea what they were even talking about.
yeaaa...I hate that.

sleep in tommorow.
fuckineh

Work was horribly boring today.
I spent the day in the stock room listening to the edge and cleaning.
Although there was an upside. I got on the radio.
They were giving away 6 tix to the bud bowl (superbowl at the docks)
They were looking for gambling horror stories.
I called......and got through.
I told Josie that last year i put my car on the line for the superbowl.
And sure enough i lost the bet. (btw this is all utter bullshit, obviously)
We had a nice little chat. But she regretted to inform me she already gave the tickets away.
When they came back from commercial she aired the conversation that I had with her just moments earlier.
Now what is that? She puts our convo on the radio but i dont get the tickets....bullshit.
And you know how most people dont like the sound of their own voices when they hear themselves.
I'm the same way. But when i heard myself on the radio, surprsingly my voice didn't sound so horrible.
strange.
That made my day.

I am worth $1,368,636.00 on HumanForSale.com

Who's buying?.....10% off if i like you.

I forgot how good it feels to cry.
like, reallyyyy cry.

Date:	2005-01-22 16:53
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	exhausted
Music:	bone thugz

Last night I went to Picadilly's.
Once again, I got sloshed, and had a blast.
Drama, Drama, Drama between Jay and Laura...always. They both got kicked out. lol
Got home at 4am.
Woke up at 6am for work....still drunk mind you.
Now I just got home from work.
Someone PLEASE put me to sleep.

*I broke my computer.......but i fixed it =D